God at  the moment has been blasting me with the love of a father, not suprising given all the conferences we’ve been havin about it.  But one of the main things that suprised me is finding that when I spend time just soaking in his presence and love and giving him the freedom to heal me and do his work in my heart (something that i wasn’t particularly comfortable with at first) it builds such a relationship that goes beyond anything ive encountered before, it surpasses the doing and allows the being.  What I mean by this is just allowing the striving to cease and the father daughter relationship to blossom. 

This has completely changed my view of God and has opened up the whole issue of intimacy with God, a phrase which i’d shyed away from in the past but now i find that it is that what I desire. 

I may not be explaining whats gone on too well but here is an example from the conference we just had, that may explain it better.  When a coup[le have a child the reason for it is not so they can have an extra pair of hands around the house or help doing this, that or the other, In fact for a long while a child is more work, but the reason is that they simply love the child and one smile from the baby one look of joy when the baby recognises mam or dad, makes the parents heart glow more than anything else.  Thats how God see’s each and every one of us, and that is the realisation thats struck my heart. 

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