The Fathers Heart!
Friday was probably the day that brought the biggest revelation to my prayers for revival and the nation for a long time.
We looked into different issues that we could pray about and then it we all presented our find to the group with the action that God was saying could change it.
Luke then talked about Britain being a fatherless nation and I was amazed - when Britain went to war - twice - it was left fatherless and therefore the enemy was able to rob us of our identity. For the first time ever I understood why I am important to God as one who can stand in the gap. A few years ago I felt God was speaking over my life that He would give me a mothers heart because there’s an orphaned generation of young people and He wanted to use me to bring them into daughtership and sonship with Him!!!
Before God could use me to bring others to Him the father I had to become a daughter - a process I’m still on!!! When I’d been praying on Friday I was about to leave the house of prayer and then the most amazing sunlight came through the window and I sat for a while - I felt God saying ’stay with me for a while’! I did and He was there loving me - as a dad - showing me His amazing love - I asked Him why - He showed me it’s the fuel I need for prayer! As a fatherless child I find the burden an easy one to take one - however it’s not just the burden that one who stands in the gap must take - it is also the solution also!!!
To pray an orphaned generation into Him I must experience exactly what I am asking Him to do or be!!! So father God held and healed me some more so that He can use me to heal and bring back others too - and to stand here and cry out that the lost - lonely - orphaned ones in this nation would know His light - His love - His joy!!!