I have been seeing how fickle my heart is to God, Often I cry out to Him to fill me and use me and that I want Him to have my life to use in whatever way He wants but then I grow cold towards Him. I was reading Ezekiel recently and God really spoke to my heart with

ch 16 v 17: “You took the very jewels and gold and silver ornaments I had given you and made statues of men and worshiped them, which is adultery against me.”

I have been guilty of this constantly throughout my life, continuously putting God down for other things and other people and I am sick of it. I don’t want to be someone who sporadically loves God, but I want to be someone who continually loves God and I want God to be the most important person in my life. So now I am asking God to renew my love for Him, I want to go deeper into Him and I want to have Him be everything to me, I really want to count all else as loss. Because I am starting to see how much of a precious gift it is to know God and how I literally cannot survive without it.

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