up to speed

So, here we go… (first blog ever:) God’s doing it. What a relief! When we get near the end of our own abilities, He’s always ready to take over. Again and again, I’m finding God carrying me, bailing me, strengthening and leading me. I pray and pray and then He does stuff. Healling my heart and memories. Speaking clearer and clearer.
Part of FireSchool for me is finding what I’m on earth for, and then seeing God come through on it. It’s making my Christian walk into a running the race. Intensefying my faith, purifying Christ’s image in me. Removing the barriers between me and Jesus.
Last night about midnight, we were all praying. We’ve been impacted by people like Heidi Baker, and the testemony of God’s love in her. We were reading newspapers and praying over stuff. We realised that so much of it just bounces off the hardness of our hearts. We were interceding by faith, but knew we wanted to be personally broken-hearted. I want to actually carry the love of God to people. Anyway, eventually, God got us. He strengthened my faith and I jumped deeper into relying on Him. It was intense.
I was so challenged by what Heidi Baker said, how Jesus will do anything for yeilded lovers. I guess I’m starting to lay down my life. Better late than never. J

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up to speed

So, here we go… (first blog ever:) God’s doing it. What a relief! When we get near the end of our own abilities, He’s always ready to take over. Again and again, I’m finding God carrying me, bailing me, strengthening and leading me. I pray and pray and then He does stuff. Healling my heart and memories. Speaking clearer and clearer.
Part of FireSchool for me is finding what I’m on earth for, and then seeing God come through on it. It’s making my Christian walk into a running the race. Intensefying my faith, purifying Christ’s image in me. Removing the barriers between me and Jesus.
Last night about midnight, we were all praying. We’ve been impacted by people like Heidi Baker, and the testemony of God’s love in her. We were reading newspapers and praying over stuff. We realised that so much of it just bounces off the hardness of our hearts. We were interceding by faith, but knew we wanted to be personally broken-hearted. I want to actually carry the love of God to people. Anyway, eventually, God got us. He strengthened my faith and I jumped deeper into relying on Him. It was intense.
I was so challenged by what Heidi Baker said, how Jesus will do anything for yeilded lovers. I guess I’m starting to lay down my life. Better late than never. J

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